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Because my life is like a sneeze since more often than not i end up with feelings that don't match up to what's going on in my life whatttt whatt Uhdmnfsdf i dont what nevermind im not coherent today because like i said my mood is like a fucking sneeze comes outta nowhere, most times and like is weird yeah... not so much feeling the need to be in fandoms atm i've spent the later part of my day on my laccha tumblr looking at things that are pleasing to the eye? Fashion, landscapes, etc. I went in the woods today! Four day weekend! 97% on calc midterm! I've done some homework! Haven't felt well recently though?? Maybe

At this time, next year, I'll be in college. I cannot fathom myself - my lazy, awkward, procrastinating self - surviving college. I have so much to learn, I have so far to grow and just I refuse to suck it up and take on the world... I'm such a privileged brat. New Year's Resolution? (and goals) -cut back on sugar and salt -get at least ONE A for ONE QUARTER in AB Calc -get a 3 on my AP Art portfolio -get a 5 on the AP Lit exam -to get a 2 on the AB Calc exam -finish the year with an A in astronomy, french, ap lit, yearbook -speak french more often, c'mon! -to not ignore my friends -to get something published!!!! -to start run

OMG I'm not going back on tumblr i've late blogged so much i came up with MAGIKARP KARP IS MAGICAL SO HES MAGIKARP AND JUST THIS IS NOT OKAY Band camp was hell, but it was my last year and its over omg i love our show and i love our drum majors <3 but theyre running us into the ground omG had pizza for dinner had dinner w/ my gparents the other night school in two or three days it 3:40 am and that messes up my schedule i finished an art work today just gonna lay in my puddle of creys is it ok if i only apply to jmu because it like cals to me i can feel it in my bones i think its because it was my first when i wa